I think take care my friend,

There is literally no point talking to you about these things.

Only question I would leave you with is this:

You sound like a decent human being, yet because of this religion and this prophet you are forced to support

(I) Child marriage and sex with children
(II) Banging the wife of your adopted son
(III) Sex with captives of war

Take a long hard look at yourself in the mirror and if you are fine supporting all these things because your prophet says so...

Then all the very best of luck to you, I have nothing further to say.

I am sure if I show you where the prophet sanctioned the killing of a woman who made fun of him or where he walked around with semen stained clothes you will see nothing wrong with that as well...

So sad